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31 Oct 2010 - 2 more days is my birthday!

2010-11-01T01:43:00.001+08:00

My mood feeling low these few days. Thinking about quitting my job and leaving my family. There is too many happenings which I think is unforgiven and too much for me to take it and is getting too ridiculous. How I wish I can escape stupid reality. I am so stressed up in everything and also thinking that my birthday will be celebrating myself is so cruel. I think everything around me is a failure. I am a failure in MFFRJ.

19 Oct 2010 – Stressed up

2010-10-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

Today late for work because yesterday sleep once I lay on my bed.

This week I am really suay. Met a few top rated hell customers, giving me a hard time and today I really got a bad headaches and almost vomit out. The anger gotten from customer that I stored in my stomach seem like going to come out from my throat. I had a really terrible day today. It seem like I am not suitable in this career. I have a terrible time serving the high esteem customer here. Those that are too proud only just because they got a few money in their bank. I cant stand them at all. I cant vent my anger and frustration on them. I really cant stand it wanted to vomit all of them out. I got these symptoms today, headaches, giddiness, nauseous, and eyes swollen. am i getting depression?

7 October 2010 – Super Boring!

2010-10-07T23:43:00.001+08:00

I want to quit my current job so much!

So boring…hope to find a real job soon.

30 September 2010 – My off day

2010-09-30T17:48:00.001+08:00

Suddenly today become my off day. I went out to eat and buy a printer and a mouse. Took a taxi home. End of my day so lonely.

13 September 2010- Happy and Unhappy

2010-09-13T23:23:00.001+08:00

Pay rise by 1% dunno should I be happy or just accept it in a calm manner.

Today stupid customer come ask for my name and said “You are very unpleasant, dun even know how to say sorry!” and walk to complain. I am also unhappy with her because she keep asking me lots of questions just because of printer jam and her receipt was crumpled, she demanded me to explain every details of what was going on and what am I doing in every single ways. I am furious because I dunno what to do and my colleague who was serving a customer want to help me but my customer is too nagging. My colleague was trying hard to explain to me and at the same time explaining to her what we were trying to do while serving her customer. Now she blame me for not telling her earlier and demanded an apology from me. What I do was try to get a solution for her and she thinks likewise like I owe her an explanation or owe her something big that need a apology and explanation from me. I did not do her wrong and she just deem it her own thinking. What an idiot customer I just dun like to serve her and I just ignore her because I dun owe her any explanation or apology. She is just making customer service support staffs a hard time to pass by only and who she think she is!

WHAT A UNPLEASANT CUSTOMER! Likewise I want to complain her too. Can I? A lousy customer.

11 September 2010 – Unlucky Month

2010-09-11T20:05:00.001+08:00

Stupid work !!! This month is really suay for me because I keep on getting “excess” or “discrepancy” cash balances. Today my cash got excess $50?? where did I get it I also dunno. My manager came to help me balance my cash till too, so embarrassing lor.

11 July 2010: Dis-satisfied Outcome

2010-07-11T15:30:00.001+08:00

This month is terrible. I am suffering in my new environment after getting trained. Compared to my old job I missed it so much. Paid wise is better but work load and overtime pay are worst than what I imagine and was told of. I cannot imagine how am I going to continue working now. Everyday of my life is going through tremendous stress and unhappiness in working. I feel so frustrated everyday in my life. I really hates to do customer service line and why I keep getting into it. Is there really no way out of this service out there? I am sick of facing them, sick of getting scolded, sick of getting ot without claim, sick of all the procedures and processes, sick of the system, sick of all the forms, sick of EVERYTHING! I hate to go my work place because its making me sick and tire. I just want a job with decent pay and decent working time without facing customer stress. Please drove my bad lucks away, I really want to quit this job but is not only 1month I started working and I quit is like so fast. I really wanted to quit but think back is really too fast to quit and go like this. But I really want to leave/.\ People just dun understand me and say I keep changing job but the problem is I really dun like it. Other people opinions are making me hard to decide too. Everything is just so frustrating .

16 June 2010 - Flood

2010-06-16T22:32:00.001+08:00

Today training quite boring. Wow singapore flood at orchard so amazing. I saw the new just now. The buses and cars are all stuck with semi flooded condition. The flood water level reach human at least half a body and the shops are all destroyed lol. It is quite serious as many shops closed for business and they have to clean and tidy up the mess by the storm and flood. Alot of products are damaged also so next time don;t shop at orchard already because they are going to reuse the damage goods omg. I actually heard that is what the shopkeeper had said but I won’t mention who had say it. This few days keep raining make me want to sleep more. CANT WAKE UP!

…stupid rain. No umbrella. Left behind yesterday didnt bring back. Lucky met people along way who share umbrella with me. Luck still shine my way. Not so bad today. Poor people who are trapped in the rain.

16 May 2010- A Gathering

2010-05-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

To day I went to meet with my secondary friends and touch up about our little happenings. Bad weather, haiz were actually planning to cycle at east coast park sian. Very much like to exercise but nvm next time planning will be better. Next time must go cycling.

We went to watch movie name “Mo Wen” pl2 man erm is actually a chinese kong fu expert action movie, sad thing is that one good guy who was protecting their Chinese people whom was insulted by the englishish people was dead in the end. Overall is a good show I give this movie 4 out of 5 star not bad! Can have more interesting parts in the show coz some parts are a waste of time and keep repeating is quite sian.

I am switching job, myself is feel with excitement and nervous I really tired of healthcare! Hope my new job, which is hard to come by, will be a much more better job.

Just get to know not all jobs are easy, my mindset changed. Must not blame my current job le. Every type of job has their own difficulty level especially when your earning gets higher.

5 May 2010- Rest Day ^.^

2010-05-05T12:08:00.001+08:00

I found this online game called “Monster Forest” is very fun to play and it just started yesterday. Those also playing Monster Forest or have not started can go to the website : http://mf.playpark.net/ to download.

Remember to Add me Nick is “SweetFlower” .

Currently trying to log in but dunno why I am stuck at the screen with “autopatch”. Maybe is closed beta and got lots of problem but I believe when open beta it will be better.

Have fun!

17 April 2010 – Another Turning Point

2010-04-17T00:39:00.001+08:00

Now I am like deciding to take on another path on my route. I am now facing 2 roads whether continue go straight to a long and tiring way without setbacks or turning to another path with hipcups along and challenges. I am making a tough decision right now. The third path which is the least that I wish to take. Further study ? or work for rest of life with just a diploma but even though you holding a o level cert doesnt mean you cant do a diploma holder job because work and level of study is different. I understand one thing that is no matter how high your grades are, people only want to know you got cert anot and the grades doesnt matter as long there is a cert and no matter what the content of the cert is all about isit? Many things are making me mad and crazy, life is just about death and live and while living of cos we hope to live with great accomplishments and dreams but dreams are not reality. Life is cruel as it may end suddenly, silently or even torturing. Death is nothing as it hurts no feeling. Anyway end of the road of our journey is facing deathgod so what is holding me back while I am alive? Let do it! I will try a different path and see what turns up to be. I could become someone big or millionaire. Who knows. Anyway man cant predict what happen the next day, we just sleep and wake up and it is another brand new day isit? so let just let it happen naturally and just follow it, the choice that I made because I will never knew if I never choose. One bad thing is once the wrong path is chosen there is no turning back and got to choose another path. When I think about the age of me when I am going to become 60’s old man I think I will be very lonely sole alone no one take care of me and jobless no money also that is so terrible. I may also become senile old people illness and forget, people start to bully me and chase me away. What a long way I got to go. Now I am only starting as a beginner to this society, have to face reality, money, creditor, my future and much more.

4 April 2010 – April fool day

2010-04-04T12:36:00.001+08:00

2 of april was a public holiday nothing much was done only thing was to rest and rest. Yesterday went for an interview with Bank, there are advantages and disadvantages too. Should I switch my current job to bank den continue to further study in related field or stick to my current job for the rest of my life stuck in an hospital? What will I be? I puzzled.

26 Mar 2010-stupid audit

2010-03-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

Today got audited by my senior and was told that I am soft spoken, no eye contact, and no smile at all to a patient. I am very sian already when I heard those words, these actions are hard to be done because patients will say “why are you shouting at me I am not deaf!” or “why you keep smiling? are you crazy?” or even things like “You are rude cos you keep staring at me!”. What can I do to provide so many things to someone who keeps complaining. I am sian of all these and I decided to quit, not going to do this sian job already. What ever help I do for one patient was not even appreciated by them and in the end what I get in return is their “complaints”! What wrong did I do!? I going to switch to job that I Will not face them anymore and get my pay, den live my normal life. I not going to face those pressure and sianness anymore. I get enough of all these!

End of my frustration.

6 March 2010 Lifelesss

2010-03-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

The whole of February is so boring except chinese new year but only wear new clothes exciting only. Others are bore. Shopping waste money and playing games becomes more and more boring. Other than working, all my time are wasted, which I felt useless. Other than saving, no more thing I can do already. Now talking about my workplace, my colleagues are leaving, but I dun felt sad at all felt happier instead, actually I want to leave this hospital. Everything so restricted, even a MC’s or twice can make so much impact on my overall performance. Even patients dun respect us at all, hospital give us restrictions and patients gave us troubles by pushing our limits and we have to hold all responsibilities when patients were the one who make us break those stupid hospital rules. Sometimes Patients are so ridiculous and we have to stand their nonsense. Because of all these I think I will be more happier to leave than stay long here.

14 Feb 2010 – CHinese New Year!

2010-02-14T23:21:00.001+08:00

Today I dreamt of bird, gold bees, bad guys and good guys. Wake up in a shocking manner I thought will be a bad day for me. I bought 4 numbers to try my luck cos someone told me that it is a lucky dream. In the end I got one 1 number correct and win about 10 dollars plus. I dunno good anot but I quite happy. Also got many hong baos, all these brighten up my day.

6 Feb 2010 1more wk to new year

2010-02-06T15:01:00.001+08:00

This Tuesday,Bought new clothes @ bugis st with my colleague budget 10 dollars but ended up buying alot. Also bought mascara introduce by her, not bad expensive too, not so sure how to use it. New year is coming let touch up my blog!

After apply mascara…weird. is this mE?!? A mirror reflection of my right face. Become like this…weird.------------------------ Sorry about the spoiled photo spoil my image haha.

1 Feb 2010-Start of February

2010-02-01T22:38:00.001+08:00

Time past January and now is Feb already. Yesterday dye hair color “red wine” beginning was just thinking of only highlight but doing it yourself is very difficult so I color all. The result is quite OKie becoz the color is always not the same as the picture as it is but overall the result is quite obvious so I likes it. This few month I overspend my budget, thinking that “WHAT AM I SAVING FOR?” or to cover up my olden days of sufferings without money.

29 Jan 2010 Another Day of MC

2010-01-29T14:08:00.001+08:00

I want to tidy up my house BUT I dunno where to start with. Maybe toilet first. My mum keep telling me to buy things for her, she thinks that I very rich, haiz dunno what to say. Like that I want to bankrupt liao. I want to dye and highlight my hair…(just thinking).

28 Jan 2010 Eye Sick

2010-01-28T16:23:00.001+08:00

Sian today morning wake up, left eye abit swollen and red, I am so tire not feeling like going to work. Thinking that it is just dry eye so I went to work as normal, but the redness still not subsiding. I went to the walk in clinic. Sad or happy to hear that I got eye conjunctivitis again and was given 2 days of MC. Now is 4pm and my eye still red and swollen after putting the eye drops. Feel terrible is that I had to face people gossiping at work because of MC’s but do you think I want it, quite hard to decide. Anyway MC’s already given, what is done cannot be rewrite. What a “suay” day.

23 Jan 2010 CaiLin 21st Birthday

2010-01-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Today went to cailin 21st birthday party at the pasir ris chalet with Christina, Lisin, and Angie. Her colleagues bought her a balloon but was deflated by entirely itself halfway though, anyway the shop assistant manage to change us a new one “not same design” so we are quite upset with the shop. Happy to be invited, nice foods and warm chalet. Overall, I enjoyed a lot. Happy Birthday CaiLin!

22 Jan 2010 Sakura Dinner with EYE

2010-01-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

Haha went to our department dinner gathering at SAKURA @ Orchard. I just need to pay $4 to eat there cos company paying. I had a great feast over there with my clicks colleagues’, have great fun too. Although next day can’t really wake up. Got sushi, baked oysters, sharkfin soup, durian puffs, chicken wings, so many nice food. One word to describe them “YUMMY”! ^.^!!

3 January 2010 Busy Tidying Up My Things

2010-01-03T15:26:00.001+08:00

My table is in a mess. Got to spend a lot of time tidying it up and try to throw some of the useless things that are occupying my valuable space. My table is small and durable, and that is why I like a lot and keep it with me for quite long. Still got a few things to buy and top up. Today will be a busy day for me.

1/1/2010 HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T00:26:00.001+08:00

Happy new year everyone! Hope Singapore will be richer and pay us more money haha.

27 of December 2009 Got to Prepare

2009-12-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

A new year is coming I going to plan for what I going to do next and really got to manage my finance as I getting older. I don’t really like my job but as working longer felt that it became one of my daily routine now.

26 of December 2009 Celebrate Christmas!

2009-12-27T16:58:00.001+08:00

Went out with my primary sch friend, she reborned her hair and gave me a nice present [Christmas + expired birthday gift] XD. We ate at seafood restaurant, however I ordered baked rice which is not really nice at all. I bought some clothes at milky and BHG at promotion price too. CoolQ.

25 of December 2009 Christmas Day

2009-12-25T20:14:00.001+08:00

Sian at Home eating downstair foods.

24 of December 2009 Christmas Eves

2009-12-24T18:08:00.001+08:00

Half day of work is like a whole day to me. I am very mad about the wrong amount being credited to my cpf account, which is LESSER! How can they did such a great mistake and now I going to go through all my payslips to double check all the entries with my bank and cpf statement. Going through so much troubles.

23 of December About Yesterday

2009-12-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

I went for the department party yesterday and it ended without a prize for me >.< I was so tire that I slept immediately as I reached home. The grand prize was a LCD TV. I not the one who win it so I do not wish to talk about it. New elize card is good but cannot top up at the normal elize card machine >.<!! I was upset coz I was queuing up at the only machine that can top up my elize card [quite long]..dotz

21 of December 2009 Raining Night

2009-12-21T23:48:00.001+08:00

I left my umbrella in the office and now is raining, I regret it. I click on the net and bought myself a book from reader digest unwillingly, I regret it. Thought today could go dinner with friends, work until OT and due to other reason the meeting was cancelled >.<

20 of December 2009 Long Become Short Hair

2009-12-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today just went to cut my hair from very long hair to so short hair until shoulder even shorter than that, and I must be mad and crazy to cut until so short but I really cannot stand it the long hair make me very uncomfortable and that why I decided to cut it short. Anyway hair will grow long in few months time, I still like my short hair now.

[To JiaHui; Yo happy birthday!]

18 of December 2009 Nothing to Care

2009-12-18T22:09:00.001+08:00

A job title determine my working situation now, I seem to be immune to that unfamiliar working environment, couldn’t care much or think twice before a mistake is made. Everyday is a forced smile to work and why should I care about those troubles, if so than I will be looking for troubles.

My New Equation: Cares – = Troubles -

17 of Dec 2009 The Beginning

2009-12-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

Going to start writing blog again so I today only do some decoration will stop here and continue tmr.
cya !

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