Now I am like deciding to take on another path on my route. I am now facing 2 roads whether continue go straight to a long and tiring way without setbacks or turning to another path with hipcups along and challenges. I am making a tough decision right now. The third path which is the least that I wish to take. Further study ? or work for rest of life with just a diploma but even though you holding a o level cert doesnt mean you cant do a diploma holder job because work and level of study is different. I understand one thing that is no matter how high your grades are, people only want to know you got cert anot and the grades doesnt matter as long there is a cert and no matter what the content of the cert is all about isit? Many things are making me mad and crazy, life is just about death and live and while living of cos we hope to live with great accomplishments and dreams but dreams are not reality. Life is cruel as it may end suddenly, silently or even torturing. Death is nothing as it hurts no feeling. Anyway end of the road of our journey is facing deathgod so what is holding me back while I am alive? Let do it! I will try a different path and see what turns up to be. I could become someone big or millionaire. Who knows. Anyway man cant predict what happen the next day, we just sleep and wake up and it is another brand new day isit? so let just let it happen naturally and just follow it, the choice that I made because I will never knew if I never choose. One bad thing is once the wrong path is chosen there is no turning back and got to choose another path. When I think about the age of me when I am going to become 60’s old man I think I will be very lonely sole alone no one take care of me and jobless no money also that is so terrible. I may also become senile old people illness and forget, people start to bully me and chase me away. What a long way I got to go. Now I am only starting as a beginner to this society, have to face reality, money, creditor, my future and much more.
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